CHAPTER 5

Soon RM saw my situation and come and said" I am his friend, is everything alright?" he asked. " He is alright for now but please don't let him overwork he collapsed because of exhaust and not getting enough sleep. And ask his soulmate to come as soon as possible as he needs his soulmate healing now" with this the doctor went away.

RM suddenly turn towards me and said ," I don't know what happen earlier in the meeting room but all I want to say is that Mrs. Luna Jin hyung have always wanted a soulmate. He don't saw it but I know, he always search about Soulmate whenever he have a free time, his room is filled with soulmate related books, so when he know that he have found his soulmate he became so happy and I have never seen him this much happy in this 8 years being living together with him, he began searching for you without any rest and no I am not blaming you for his condition its just that I hope you understand him. So I hope if their was any doubt in your mind than I have cleared. Please go in and help him heal I will go and buy some food." and with this he turn and left leaving me behind.

I slowly walked in the room and saw a pale jin in the hospital bed. I slowly went towards him. I wanted to held his hand and heal him so that he will wake up soon but my hand freeze in the mid way after all I am the one responsible for his condition. I still manage to held his hand and I can see that Jin is feeling good as his paleness slowly going away. As I stare at his handsome face I began to feel guilty for putting him in this condition. If only I didn't hide myself in my home for 2 days after I knew that I have found my soulmate. If only I tried to search for him. If only I didn't think soulmate as a burden. If only- "uhh..." I come out of my thoughts when I heard him groaned. "Jin-shi are you okay? Are you awake? jin shi?" I saw him slowly waking up and looking around the room before his eyes landed on me then our hand which I was holding it together tightly not wanting to leave.

He looked at me and said, " Where am I?". " uhh... Jin-shi you are at the hospital right now as you fainted because of exhaustion....." I said looking down at my legs and further said " and I ams sorry Jin-shi I am at the fault of your condition if only I didn't lock myself in my house for 2 days and if only I tried looking fo-". "Hey...hey...hey its fine its okay see I am fine and who told you that this is your fault it was my fault for not thinking about my health and just pushing myself okay so don't blame yourself alright? hmmm..." Why is he so sweet! making me guilty even more! I started crying and I heard Jin panicking as he said" Hey....hey....hey why....why are you crying?! I am okay! I am fine see! so please stop crying " he said with the sweetest voice ever I just stare at him with my teary eyes and said" Can I hug you?" and instantly I regret asking it WHAT THE HELL! Now he may be thinking that I am some kind of saseng or something. Why do I have to ask him this!? " I...I.....mean.....hug...hug....hungry yes aren't you hungry?" I asked stuttering Why the hell am I stuttering!? suddenly I heard Jin chuckle and pulled me and the next thing I knew was my head on his hard chest my face instantly became red like tomato. He caressed my back and said " I don't mind you touching or huging me after all you are my soulmate my other half that the whole universe have chosen for me to be mine and only mine the other half whom I have been waiting since God know for how may years...." ah I think my whole body became red in his comment I couldn't breathe!!! I hurriedly break the hug and ran out of his room. Outside I saw RM standing beside the door with food in his hand he saw me and asked," Umm... Can I go in...?" I instantly feel my face became hot and said " y...yes RM-shi". "okay...oh and please call me Namjoon...if you don't mind how old are you?" " umm I am 21 this year" " oh then I am your oppa I am 27 and jin hyung is 29 if you were wondering" with this he went inside. So I have been calling a 29 year old dude by his name and talking without honerifics..... ahhhhhh! I want to dig a hole and hide in there! I have never been this embarrassed in my whole life! WHY IS LIFE SO HARD!

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