• Prologue •

~P R O L O G U E~

N O A H   E L L I S O N

"My eyes closed, I don't wanna see"

"My mind gone, I can't sleep"

"I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat"

"It's kinda hard being me"

"My eyes closed, I can't see"

"My mind gone, I can't sleep"

"I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat"

"It's kinda hard being me"

B L A Z E   C O H E N

"Baby tell me how did you get so..."

"Cold enough to chill my bones"

"It feels like I don't know you anymore"

"I don't understand why you're so cold to me"

"With every breath you breathe"

"I see there's something going on"

"I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah"

N I C A   E L L I S O N

"And respectfully"

"I'm not a piece of cake"

"For you to just discard"

"While you walk away"

"With the frosting of my heart"

"So I'm taking back"

"What's mine, you'll miss"

"The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night"

Z A I N E  C O H E N

"She doesn't want him because he cares too much"

"But now he's gone and she's alone again"

"Maybe if she tried a little harder to find"

"The gem within his heart that was there this whole time"

(Bitch!)

E L L I E   P A V E W A Y

"I ain't asked nan nigga for nun, I took the harder way"

"12 pulled me over caught me with the dope, they took my hard away"

"Pouring liquor for my niggas that's gone, thug holiday"

"Young Penny Hardaway, hardaway"

J O H A N N A   M A Y B E L L

"Savage, savage"

"When you touch me you take me to heaven"

"When you hold me my body's a weapon"

"If you think that you can save me, break me down, and tame me"

"Here's your chance to do some damage, savage"

(If you're wondering why they all have song lyrics instead of a normal prologue, try to think deeply about what the lyrics mean, if you can't do that you'll just find out soon enough)

~P L A Y L I S T S~

Noah Ellison:

Depression - NLE Choppa

SAD - XXXTENTACION

Lovely - Billie Eilish

Heather - Conan Gray

Drivers License - Olivia Rodrigo

Stay - Rihanna

Love Me or Leave Me - Little Mix

Panic Room - AU/RA

Bury A Friend - Billie Eilish

Faded - Billie Eilish

Nica Ellison:

Princess Doesn't Cry - CARYS

Lily - Alan Walker

7 Rings - Arianna Grande

Daisy - Ashnikko

Queen - Loren Gray

You Broke Me First - Tate McRae

Dusk Till Dawn - ZAYN, Sia

I'm A Mess - Bebe Rexha

A New Kind Of Love (Sped Up)  -  Frou Frou

One Last Time - Arianna Grande

Blaze Cohen:

Bad Boy - Juice WRLD, Young Thug

Wolf In Sheep's Clothing - Set It Off

Young Blood - 5 Seconds Of Summer

Fake Love - Drake

Playboy Style - Clean Bandit, Charli XCX, Bhad Bhabie

Bad Guy - Billie Eilish

Hate Me (Nightcore Version) - Nico Collins

Backstabber (Sped Up) - Kesha

MIDDLE CHILD - J. Cole

Oui - Jeremih

Zaine Cohen:

Without Me - Halsey

Guys Don't Like Me - It Boys!

Baby - Justin Bieber

NO (Male Version) - Meghan Trainor

I Just Wanna Be Somebody To Someone - Kevin Close

Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez

Twin Size Mattress - The Front Bottoms

Smokin Out The Window - Silk Sonic

Set It Off - Boosie Badazz

Last Friday Night - Katy Perry

Ellie Paveway:

God Is A Woman - Arianna Grande?

Thank U, Next - Arianna Grande

Sorry Not Sorry - Demi Lovato

Not Your Barbie Girl - Ava Max

I Hate U, I Love U - Gnash

None Of My Business - Cher Lloyd

Towards The Sun - Rihanna

I Choose You (Slowed and Reverb Version) - Alessia Cara

I Hate U - SZA

Girls Like You - Maroon 5

Johanna Maybell:

That Bitch - Delli Boe, Ppcocaine

Walls Could Talk - Halsey

Hate Me - Ellie Goulding

Babyface Savage - Bhad Bhabie

Copycat - Billie Eilish

I Got It - Bhad Bhabie

These Heaux - Bhad Bhabie

Hit Different - SZA

'Bout It - Bhad Bhabie

KITANA - Princess Nokia

~D I S C L A I M E R S~

This book contains:

Bullying

Cyber Bullying

Homophobia

Homophobic Slurs

Mental Abuse

Verbal Abuse

Suicidal Thoughts

Suicide Attempts

Horrible Mental State

Drugs Taking

Eating Disorder

Insomnia

Pills

Self-Harm

Self-Hate

Sexual Assault

Depression

Anxiety

Hate Sex

Forced Sex

Forced Enemies With Benefits

(you guys know what I mean? Where 2 enemies have benefits and one of them doesn't want it? Yeah that)

Now... I have warned you, there will be no warning in front of chapters so don't come at me because you should know what to except... keep reading... if you dare.

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