Chapter one

When she was just born, a war was on it way to the kingdom. The king and queen knew what they had to do for the safety of their little daughter. So they sent her to another world where one day they can bring her back home once the war was settled. When she arrived, she was found by a nurse and brought to the hospital to see if she was alright. The nurse thought about putting her into the adoption program so she can be adopted by a lovely couple. The doctors agreed that this was the best thing for her. So she was sent there and it took only one week to get adopted. The couple wanted to adopt her because she looked special to them. The mother was named Rose and the father was named Joseph. They always wanted a little girl, but the mother secretly didn’t want her. She just wanted to make her husband happy. When they got home, they decided to name her Peffer. Joseph was loving his new daughter Peffer while the Rose was in secret abusing Peffer. Rose hated Peffer because Joseph was spending most of his time with Peffer instead of her. Joseph found out about this and decided to divorce her and moved in with his parents until he could find a job. Peffer grew up never going to school until she was six. That was the time she and her father moved in with her grandparents. Her mother was nowhere to be seen again. On the first day of school Peffer was very shy and would not speak at all. The teachers could not get her to speak for two years, but she eventually talked. She only had fake friends that wanted her whenever she was useful. She never had a real friend. She was always pushing people away because she didn’t want fake people around her. So she was always alone and friendless. She always wonder what would happen if she was dead that maybe everyone would be happy if she was dead. She fell into depression wanting to be loved by her family, but never felt that they loved her. No one new she felt, she always stayed quiet because she didn’t want to feel like a bother to anyone. She guaranteed from high school still feeling worthless. She wanted the pain to go away so she was planning her suicide. She knew that everyone would be happy without her because she knew she didn’t belong there. She is now 20 years old still planning it and waiting for the perfect time to end her life. She hopes in her next life she will be happy and loved by her family. She still writing in her diary on how she wants to die. She now planning on ways for people not to get in her way of freedom, happiness, hopefulness. She coming out with a plan that won’t fall apart. She just wants to find a place of happiness.

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