Chapter-2

Y/N's POV

I sigh as I plop down on my bed. Saying I am tired will be an understatement. My body is beyond tired. And my mind? Well it has been tired for 3 years now.

I can't still believe I am back in Korea after 20 damn years but.....

I shouldn't be here.

I need to quickly leave South Korea.

I can't be here for long.

This place is awfully dangerous for me.

I shouldn't have agreed to coming here.

Maybe I can still turn around.

I grab my phone from the night stand and call my left-hand man.

📱: Yes, leader?

Me: How's everything going?

📱: Smooth as butter.

Me: By any chance-

📱*Sighs* :Leader if you are talking about the withdrawal then no and I don't think it will ever come.

Me: just checking.

📱: Leader I know how you have been avoiding Korea like a plague but this time you know we are in short of hands.

Me: .......

📱: Leader, just get over it. It's your last task after all before being the HB,eh? Besides I will literally kill to be in your place. I mean you will be working under the same roof as Bangtan. EEEEEEEE!!

Me: I still did not get in you know.

📱: Who will NOT accept our all-rounder leader?

Me:*chuckles* True. Contact if anything goes wrong.

📱: Roger.

I sigh and cut off the call and sigh again. I have been sighing a lot ever since I came to Korea. Right 2 years. Only if-

Don't. Don't remember her. Don't think about her. Y/N don't.

Just then my phone vibrates. Saving me if I might add.

Congratulations Miss Song. You have successfully passed the final interview and we are happy to inform you that we are hoping you at work next week. Information about your work, accomodation and fees. Please click the link below.

-HYBE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY

So I got in,huh? And my work starts from next week. I was hoping you won't accept me. But I guess life never listen to you. Well mine at least never did.

I sigh as I try to control the train of my thoughts. Don't think about her Y/N. Don't. I am completely fine.

I need my music therapy. I reach for my phone and headphone from the nightstand. Plugging the headphones in I put the song I am craving for on repeat.

I close my eyes as I get lost in song yet again.

Open my eyes under the iciest blue skies

Sunlight pours endlessly on me my mind is way up high.

Running, running right out of breath

Feeling my heart beat.............

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It's alright. It's all fine.............

.............. don't wanna see the tears flow out..........

Is it really alright? My entire being relaxes when I hear their voice voicing my feeling and thoughts.

These lyrics.......how...how can they be so accurate? I really have been chanting those two words for the past 3 years and still doing the same.

I'm Fine.

Bangtan's song really makes me feel so many thing at the same time. They are so relatable.

I miss them. I miss my little bunny. I open the recent RUN episode of them on my phone. I stare at the maknae only and relax thinking....

He is happy.

I shouldn't show up infront him and disrupt his life which is going in a perfect pace. I have been avoiding Korea like a plague for that reason but what's the point now. I not only have to come here but work where he works.

If only the idols and artists were not the target.....

But the main point here is if I get in then we will be working under the same roof. So I doubt we won't meet.

I sigh.

We will be working under the same roof so it will be no surprise if I meet him. My only hope is for him to not recognize me when we do. I mean I did left him when he was 5. Please just don't recognize me. Your life is now in perfect pace and I don't want to disrupt that.

I will complete this shit as quietly and quickly as possible.

A loud boom sound brings me back from my depressing thoughts. It came from the headphones and........HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.

I burst into laughter. Gosh seriously Taehyung's sneeze is really something huh?

It's been a while I laughed that much. Thanks Taehyung.

I think I feel really fine now.

I should get my shower done now, it's getting late. I drag my body to the bathroom as I sling the towel over my left shoulder.

Moments later as I was jamming to the song Jump I hear three quick rap on my bathroom door.

"Hmmm?" I hum.

"Unnie, let's have a movie night." Says my one and only little sister. Well she ain't my real sister but I consider her as one.

"Alright, Suzy" I sigh knowing I can't say no to her.

"Yaay. Enwoo set the place." And I hear her jumping down stairs.

It took a while for me in the shower because well I love my showers. I wrap my hair in the towel as I slip into my pajamas. I grab my phone from the bed as I make my way downstairs.

As I reach downstairs I see Enwoo and Suzy on the couch cuddling and laughing softly at the TV. It instantly brings a soft smile on my face. At the beginning I was really against their relationship due to their huge age difference and stuff. Enwoo is pretty old for my baby sister. But I knew Enwoo for a long time as well. And he is totally a kid undercover. As for Suzy she comes off so mature by his side. And they do compliment each others looks but I still think Suzy should date someone of the same age as hers. I mean there is a freaking 7 years difference between them.

A sudden burst of laughter brings me back from my thoughts. It was Suzy's. I really love that laugh. She was such a baby when we first met. I still remember that day.

I was walking down the crushed construction site looking for survivors. It was my 3rd task. We were done scouting for survivors and I was just checking if we could find the missing when I heard the sound of rocks clashing together. I would have ignored it if I didn't heard it again for the third time.

I followed the sound and reached a rather isolated side of the site. I shifted a few debris and pillars here and there untill I saw something surprising. There was at least 10 bodies there but what surprised me the most was two kids, half unconscious, hugging eachother for warmth and banging stones with the ground. I scream out for the others as I go into the tunnel. I scoop both the kids in my arms and come out.

One was Suzy and the other one was his twin brother Sehun. But after rescuing them no one came to take them. Later on it was found that they lost their entire family in the earthquake. So we took them in and since then they were living with us. I practically raised her and Sehun along with...

Don't think of her.

I'm Fine

I'm Fine

I chant. Desperately trying not to remember her.

"Unnie?" I hear Suzy call out.

"Are you alright, leader?" Concern dripping from Enwoo's voice.

My face must have been contorted to get them like that.

I give them a small smile. "I'm Fine. What are you guys watching?" I walk towards the single couch and plop down. They know I am changing the topic.

"Fault in our Stars." but still goes along with it knowing I won't like it if they pry more.

"Why are you guys watching romance tragedy?" I chuckle.

Suzy smiles. "I never got a chance to see it. I read the book but not the movie. Wanted to give it a try."

"Hmm you know I really hate John Green, sometimes." I say.

"Why? He is a really great writer." Enwoo asks.

"Cause he writes sad story 99.5% of the time."

"Really?" Suzy asks.

"Hmm. Name it. It will definitely be a tragedy. Looking for Alaska. Paper Town. This one you are watching. Most of his books are tragedy."

"Dude must gotten his heart broken a lot." Enwoo chuckles.

"Might be, I mean those novels are literally chef's kiss."

We all laugh softly as it slowly fades into a comfortable silence.

On TV :

You must kidding.

Why would i?

Well I will die anyway so why bother?

Hey you know----

But that comfortable silence was soon broken by a sound we didn't expect at all.

*Ding dong*

All of our head spins towards the main door, going on alert mode instantly.

I glance at clock. It's 9:12. Who could it be at this hour? Our location is totally secured. It's next to impossible to know it except for us. In a matter of seconds I go through all possible situations. But then I remember something else.

I indicated Suzy to open the door. And I make my way to the kitchen. I take the kitchen knife (just in case I am wrong) and pour a glass of water.

"Who is it Suzy?" I shout from the kitchen.

"It's the neighbors,Unnie."

I sigh in relief knowing that I was right. It was the nosy neighbours you don't usually find in America.

I quickly put up my best acting font.

"Omo. Is everything alright?" I place the knife on the counter and come out of the kitchen with the glass of water.

"I brought some rice cakes. We always give it to our new neighbors."

"Omo that's so kind of you, ajhuma.Come inside please. Suzy welcome them inside." I say as I give the glass of water to Enwoo.

"I am Y/N. Lee Y/N" I say as I welcome the old lady and the child. "The one watching TV is my husband and this my little sister."

"Ah....this is my granddaughter." She smiles, clearly impressed by my greetings."Are you guys newlyweds?"

"Yes. We moved in here because of my parents-in-law."I smiled at her.

"Ah that's so sweet of you honey."

And with that I could literally see how the night will be going. I sigh a little. Well nosy neighbours are definitely better than people pointing their guns at you.

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WELCOME BACK TO KOREA, SONG Y/N ELIZABETH DE LANGTES.

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