Saving My Soulmates (Vminkook, Taekook, Jikook, Sope, Yoonseok, Namjin) Unwanted & Unloved

Unwanted & Unloved

He feels the first unknown hit across his face, he doesn't bugde. he just takes it because after all it was what he deserved.

He often wishes he would be the one in his Soulmate's position but his position wasn't much better than his Soulmate's, he was bullied at school, his parents never fail to make him remember he's a waste of space and he has no friends.

There was only one thing in this world Taehyung had craved for, and it was love but unfortunately he never recieved it or felt like he deserved it.

He was told by his dad, that he needed to pack all his things because they were moving, after he proceeded to remind Taehyung that they were only bringing him because they had to.

He's kind of glad that he's moving, at least now people wouldn't know that he was an unlovable freak.

but he knows that no matter where he goes, he'll only ever get treated like the dirt under everyone's feet.

So as he feels the pain in his neck, like he's being strangled he welcomed the feeling, welcomed it with opened arms.

but it doesn't last for long and then he feels pain in his side, his soulmate must've been getting a lot of heavy kick or punches or something.

He shouldn't even care though, because his soulmate would probably hate him like the rest of the world, and he doesn't think he could move passed being rejected by his own Soulmate.

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A few hours had passed, Taehyung is laying on his bed overthinking as usual when he should be sleeping as he was suppose to move to a different town in 4 hours.

He closes his eyes, and opens them again a he feels a sharpe pain on his wrist.

He can feel the blood trickling down his hand, messing up his bedsheets.

He hops off his bed and turns the light on, as the pain got worse.

He goes to the bathroom and washes the blood from his hand and that's when he sees it, the little scribbling on his wrist.

'I'll protect you'

He takes a moment to look at the new wound, he also takes a second to admire the penmanship and how pretty it looked but he starts crying afterward, loud heavy sobs.

He might wake his parent up but he doesn't care.

He's so pathetic, his soulmate just said she would protect him but he should be the one protecting her especially when she's the one getting beaten every night.

And so he only gets up to 2 hours of sleep dreaming about the day he'd meet his Soulmate, before he is pulled back into a harsh reality of feeling unwanted and unloved.