Crush Or Crash
Hello friends, this is a short description of what happened till now in my life.
I Madhu was born on 16 May,2004 and one month after that my neighbor had a daughter too. Her name was shreya, born on 16 june 2004, now she is my fake friend.After 11 days of that day on 27 th june 2004 another neighbor of mine had a son, named soumalya, now he is one of my good friend but unfortunately I have to take him as a competetor.
Shreya &I were in same primary school and there she showed me how mean a person could for getting praises. She made me feel isolated and ditched our friendship, may be I was a fool that I believed that we could be good friends. we were alloted in same high school so I forgave, thinking that we could be friends again, but I was wrong.
My life became more complicated when I a crush on my rumored lover named Pratim whom I hated just because of that rumor, I didn't know how it happened, may be cause he flirted very much Which I thought as love or maybe he was my type.After knowing that I had feelings for him, I tried to ignore those feelings, when I wasn't successful I tried to be good friends with him, but unfortunately one of his crush named soumi knew that I had a crush on him, I knew that both I and soumi felt the same way, so I became good friends with her, but the problem began when soumi always told about Pratim and I just couldn't help myself from thinking about him. Next year soumi transferredto another place, and I realized how much I fell for Pratim in those years, soon I couldn't control my feelings towards him. The way I behaved when I thought about him could easily tell that how much I loved him .Anyways I had a crush on him for four years, this is the fifth year, I don't know if I still love him.
When Soumi and I became close friends there was boy name soumyadip in our neighborhood who had a crush on me. I guessed that before he proposed me, I knew he really cared about me but unfortunately I was so in love with Pratim that I thought Pratim could misunderstand our relationship so I had to stop talking to Soumadip. When he proposed me I rejected him too. I knew it was good to keep him as a friend but I didn't feel good talking to him and our tastes were also different. Whatever he had crush on me for two years and this is the third year and he still has a crush on me, but I just try to ignore him.
Last six months I tried to put my crush on an unknown boy named Sayan who became my desk mate, to erase Pratim from my heart forever. Though that was a secret & forceful crush but consequently I fell for him. But as we both were from different worlds after we got separated we never ever tried to connect each other.
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