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So she just got rejected. He dumped her. No it was nothing for him. Zero feelings. He never have thought her as a girl he needed to even check out. After all there was nothing special about her. She is not that pretty or outstanding talent . Actually if she stands between 10 girls there's nothing to apart her significantly. Normal a very normal girl who must have doesn't deserve to be special. And to him ? Obviously not. What does she has according to him. He's tall , handsome. Only heir to a rich family. A very lucrative future ahead. And to mention there's always girls wooing him. So he also counted her among one of them.

And she? Well ; is crying a river alone in a corner. She knew there's a 99.99 percent chance of rejection but still she did it. Why? Why did she do that. Wasn't she already miserable enough. No one ever shows love to her. Only used her as a tool to get their work done. Even having a family with parents and siblings she is always isolated and lived like a stray life.

Dream ? Hope? Future? She never thought of that. There's no point. Why would she ?when passing a single day is always a hard thing for her. Wishing this must be the end. She wouldn't need to see tomorrow's sunrise. But alas nothing happens as her wish. Why does she even have the right to wish for she wonders. When its always fruitless. She just doesn't know why she is living. What's the purpose of her life. She even doesn't have any aim.

Then why suddenly she confessed? Again ,since she is a human she has a heart to which wants to love,to get loved. As per her age her body reacting to it's own. Sexual desires,getting attracted by handsome boys,feeling anxious of own body shape,comparing her boobs,***,hips size to others,applying cosmetics to look pretty,wanting to get praises.

She must have knew her place before acting out her feelings infront if him. But she couldn't hold it anymore. It was giving her fragile heart a lot of pain. Uncontrolled heart beats and false hope.

Was she happy having a sweet delusion? She was not

Is she happy now facing the reality? She isn't

If she was, then right now is this very moment she wouldn't cry her eyes out. Her heart wouldn't feel so heavy. She wouldn't feel like something pierced through her heart.

It was not like it was her true love that got rejected and she is crying cause she is heartbroken. Nope not at all. In this young age what does she knows about love? How many days does she knows him? 2 or 3 months? It was just attraction and he was gentle enough to her that she felt like she needed his shelter.

Wasn't she was just thinking herself? But she didn't force it to him or blame him or is crying for him.

What she is crying for is for her own fate. How useless this life is? How many years she will have live without any love from any human? She lived enough. Its already tormenting to live single day. There's only blank page in her life. Colourless. He was bright. Bright enough to blind her to fool .

She knows it's all those stupid hearts fault. Why does it beats though?

She needs a rest. Rest from this tiring boring useless life

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