LOVE FADING AWAY

Andy's pov.

I don't know what those Aunties said to my parents, but After that day, every thing was changed.

My father, who used to love me a lot, started to ignore me.

AFTER THAT DAY, I COULDN'T FEEL THE ESSENCE OF FATHER'S LOVE AGAIN.

I still remember that date, it was 25 june, 2005, he gave me the LAST HUG before leaving for work. After that my Dad's love for me faded away.

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One day i was very heartbroken when my dad was quarreling with my mom for sending me to school.

I don't know why dad suddenly want me to drop from School, though he was the one who was most excited on my first day of school.

But my mom, she insisted that, she'll send me School, she'll let me study.

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Time passed like this, now my relatives are also not showing the love that they used to shower on me.

My cousins stopped talking to me. They even stopped inviting me to play with them, though there was a time, when everyone loved to play with me.

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We had another little brother, we named him "Luke", now he has took the place that i used to have. Father was now giving all his love to him. I was very jealous of him thinking that he has snatched my rights.

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I somehow passed my 5th grade, I'm 9 years old now. I thought that I had suffered enough during these 3 to 4 years. BUT NO...

My real suffering hasn't started yet.

When i was in 6 grade, i don't know why my classfellows started to call me with a different name that i never heard before, & that's "TRANSGENDER".

In starting, when they call me with this name, they laugh loudly, & i also laughed with them, later i started to ignored them, but they still continued to Bully me with this name.

Finally, one day, i asked from my mom.

"MUMMY, WHAT'S THE MEANING OF TRANSGENDER?"

After listening this, my mom hugged me tightly & started to cry vigorously,

Watching her crying like this, i also started to cry innocently, she didn't tell me the meaning, but i understood one thing, that-

this word "TRANSGENDER"IS NOT A GOOD WORD.

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Time was flying like this. Slowly Everyone was leaving me, my relatives, my cousins, my friends, my siblings, my father, no one like to speak to me.

i still didn't know what sin I had done because of which my loved one has abandoned me.

Big Brother Samuel also doesn't talk to me now he stopped taking me to ground. But sister Olivia is still same, she still loves me a lot like mom.

I never liked Luke, I never played with Luke because of my anger & Jealousy.

I still think that Luke is the culprit. Since he came in this world, he has snatched everything from me, my family's love, attention that was used to be mine, now he has everything.

BUT NO....I WAS WRONG,

Luke has no fault, IT WAS ONLY MY FAULT..

I sometimes think that " IS IT REALLY MY FAULT??"

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to be continue..

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