Love Under Orders 174. Journal

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1. Introduction

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2. Arrival

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3. First Impression

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4. The Road Rage

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5. Anger Iginited

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6. Little Girl

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7. Collision

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8. Home

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9. Soaked in Thoughts

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10. Meeting Again

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11. Ego Check

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12. Annoying

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13. Help

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14. Insult

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15. Number

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16. Chase

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17. Leave me alone

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18. Troublemaker

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19. Text

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20. Non stop Texts

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21. Important day

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22. Curse

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23. Depressed

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24. Guilty

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25. New beginning

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26. Again?

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27. Why?

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28. Friends

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29. Caring?

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30. It's you

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31. Warning

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32. Fury

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33. Punishment

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34. Confusing

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35. Rival

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36. New problem

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37. Discussion

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38. Upset

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39. Personal

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40. New feeling

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41. Struggling

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42. Unlucky

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43. Harsh

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44. Overheard

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45. Night duty

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46. Gesture

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47. Motivation

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48. Return

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49. Crossing the line

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50. In the heat of desire

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51. No going back

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52. Happiness vs Regret

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53. Confronting

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54. Argument

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55. Clingy

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56. Dangerous game

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57. Beneath his control

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58. Between desire and duty

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59. Meeting him

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60. At Kitchen

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61. A night to remember

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62. Decision

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63. Accepting

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64. Aftertaste

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65. Efforts

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66. Distraction

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67. Notes

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68. Misgiving

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69. Mess hall

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70. Intentions

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71. Surprise

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72. Need to talk

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73. Nothing special

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74. Controlling

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75. Bathroom

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76. Encounter with Corporal

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77. Screaming

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78. Discussion with kim

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79. Paperwork

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80. Enjoying

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81. Teasing game

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82. Call him

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83. At his office

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84. In charge

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85. Dominance defined

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86. Falling harder

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87. Changes

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88. Fire of passion

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89. A beautiful night

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90. Worried

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91. Help

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92. Taking care

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93. Smile

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94. What are you?

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95. On my own

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96. Let me

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97. Getting better

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98. Appreciate

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99. Coffee

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100. For you

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101. Finding more than a gift

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102. Just you!

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103. Gift

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104. The fancy thing I need

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105. Announcement

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106. Preparation

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107. The night before

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108. Clash

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109. Familiar

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110. Little friend

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111. Beautiful man

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112. Daddy

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113. A family A future

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114. Why?

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115. Holding on

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116. Found you

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117. Collided

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118. Caught between the two worlds

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119. The weight of secrets

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120. Torn apart

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121. The pain of loving you

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122. And?

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123. A love I can't keep

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124. Too much to lose

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125. Tangled hearts

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126. Holding on, letting go

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127. Lost in you

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128. Too late for us

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129. Running from the pain

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130. Quiet morning

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131. Hiding the hurt

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132. Weight of guilt and regret

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133. Haunted by memories

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134. Tangible

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135. My home?

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136. Still have a chance

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137. Denial

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138. Pushing away

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139. Distracted by him

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140. Cornered

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141. Silence breaks

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142. Touched by emotion

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143. Emotional release

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144. Commanding concern

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145. Leave

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146. Questions

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147. Speaking from the heart

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148. Make no sense

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149. Brother

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150. Million questions

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151. Stuck

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152. Leave approved

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153. Watch him go

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154. His absence

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155. First time

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156. What if

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157. Father's support

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158. Matters of heart

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159. Graceful guidance

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160. Fresh air

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161. Unexpected unveiling

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162. Note

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163. Sign?

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164. Chasing the truth

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165. Need answers

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166. Invitation

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167. The story he never told

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168. Shattered

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169. Not enough?

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170. More than...

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171. My everything

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172. First and last

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173. Luckiest

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174. Journal

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175. Words written

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176. Never enough

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177. Family

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178. Returns

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179. Idea

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180. Far away

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181. Missing

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182. He's missing

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183. Hold on

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184. Located

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185. Found him

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186. Sorry

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187. Confess

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188. Under the moon light

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189. Care

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190. Mine

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191. Resist

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192. Together

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193. Your secret

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194. Threat

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195. Choose

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196. Why again?

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197. I'll accept

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198. Transfer

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199. Solution

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200. Approval

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201. Would you?

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202. Let's endure

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203. Not ever

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204. Win win

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205. Promise me

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206. Stay out of trouble

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207. Rage

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208. Least

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209. A year of love in waiting

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210. Home, At last