Well,I used to write this on my personal Diary but l thought if l share my pain here it could be less....
Today is 09 September 2021,
My sweet 16 shouldn't l get a single Birthday wish... but nope my parents are Busy with my sister....🙂 They say not to be jealous be understanding but the hard I try they think is my responsibility........
l here from my friends that sweet 16 is one of the Best periods of live but..... am l so alone not to get a single Birthday wish..... I stay wake till 12:00 just to see is someone wish me aissh... my hopes are too high from others 😪 my own family Didn't wish me so what will a outsider wish me??
And it's not the first time they forget about it .... it's totally 16 years they're forget 🤣
l never asked for extra care l just ask for a little warm am l too greedy???
They Didn't Like my choices, my friends, my idols is it my fault not be the perfect Daughter they want ...
I want to end my life but... one thing knock my head my idol say,
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞
𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐃𝐢𝐞🌿
My Mom used to say you have to be perfect because it's only was your father will be happy but.....
𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭
𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐪𝐮𝐞🥀
So in the end.... l message my self happy Birthday 🎂 and cut a cupcake 😗
l appreciated small stuff right ✅
one and the only stuff is l love myself and l will away to it till the end .........
and a stranger understand me Better then my family
