Don't worry .....life has something great for u in the future..u may be hurting right now....maybe crying in ur blankets .....unable to share ur sadness ....but don't u worry ....all those terrible things are gonna make u stronger......so stronger that u will look at urself n smile....u will be proud of all the incidents that took place in the past ....that made u stronger.....never give up....always thrive for what u want........maybe someday u would not want to live anymore but let me say that everything is worth it.....learn a lesson from each betrayal n make it a precious teaching......maybe ur freedom will be taken away from u....but always try to think the worst case scenario for every incident n thnk God that he didn't made u go through that.....always be positive to everything that u face in life....each one has a precious lesson written on it for u.......
From love
your future self