not every friendship end up with love, even if it will then it's just one sided
I had a crush on my childhood friend and afterwards I realized that I had feelings for her, it....it was more than friendship
I, was confused and in the same time I was afraid to lose her...we both had spent lots of time together
I've a secret crush on her
she was most beautiful and talented among all girls, and the thing I liked the most was, her maturity in young age and pure free soul.the moment one will see her smile,will do every possible thing to protect her, I used to beat every single boy whoever dare to mess around her
and in her eyes I was the most trusted person next to her sisters...Until that person appeared
She fall for another boy, I regret on my decision not to confess my feelings.....I remember I avoided her for almost 2-3 weeks
One day she called me early in morning and I turned off my phone in anger, but in my mind I was thinking 'was that too much, what if she'll get upset becoz of this'
I was going out and bumped into someone, guess who's it? my crush
me-What are you doing here
she- that....why're you avoiding me
me- it's not like that I was busy
she- are you free?? can you plz accompany to a place
me- sure
we went to a hospital, I asked her what happened to her but she didn't say a single thing and went to a room
I saw a boy was taking rest and she held his hand, I frowned
me- who's he??
she said it was that boy, who she loved and he had a fragile body and fair skin a really handsome boy...after that day we often visit him, we both became close friends. he shared everything with me and also he knew that I love her...so in his last days he called me and asked me to meet him alone
when I arrived there he smiled and said thanks to God you came, I asked him what happened and he said wait I will tell you but promise me you'll do it for me.....I remained silent for a moment and then Promised him
he- I don't have much time left and I can't leave her alone....can you stay by her side
me- WHAT??? do you know what you're talking about
he- I know but you've already promised me so now you can't go back in your words
me- I will stay by her but I will never try to take your place...
he- okay it's your choice but keep it a secret
after a few days he passed away
I kept my promise and stay by her side as a friend
though my feelings for her will never disappear, but I will try hide them deep inside my heart for my "bro" and my "love"
