I want to tell a story. A story about my lil sister. So, during this pandemic, I could see that not only me that has been bored I'm my house but also my lil sis.
One day during lockdown, she keeps standing in front of the mirror and it seems that she's playing a few different roles in one time while dressing up in front of us. My mom then said to me, " Look at your sister, she'll probably get married first than you"
I just brushed it off cause I know of the possibility that none of us getting married. Forget about me, but my sister is a shy person. By shy, it's not the normal shy. It's already reach a stage where whenever I see her being shy, I get so ******* annoyed.
Why? She's damn loud in front of us but whenever she attends classes and the teacher would ask her, she would suddenly becomes a mute. I mean, I know it's not just my sister and other students do that too but I still can't accepted it. I suddenly felt annoyed with whatever she would do that is not pleasant in my eyes even though I did it too. I don't know if it's just my own unreasonable piled up jealousy and annoyance that just burst out cause I spend my everyday from night to night with her.
And then there's these few times she would ask dumb questions and riddle which didn't make sense at all. Well, those questions are rarely ask to me but most of the time to my dad. For example; what is the biggest fish? Let's say the answer is whale. But she said it's wrong. And after my dad gives a few more different answer she would say; Wrong, the answer is whale.
Whenever I hear she says this, I would really feel like i need to hit her; then what did dad just said? didn't he said whale first?
Then she replied; Who cares, I'm the one who makes the question.
WTF. I feel like I already curses too much at my sis. So now, whenever she ask me dumb questions, I have 3 options. First, just pretend bring dumb and went along(as to not lead to any fight) Second, don't speak anything. It sounds cruel so I didn't do it often cause it'll probably makes her depressed (Haih..I think I'm actually kind inside) Lastly, just say that her questions doesn't make sense which will make her annoyed and there's gonna be a big fight.
Oh, another thing. She's suuupeeerrr stingy with my mom but not with dad. Actually she would takes note of how much my mom's borrowing money from her. But since she's easily scared, she would ask me to accompany her to the toilet, bathroom and sometimes she would follows me. Even so, there's this one time that she suddenly opens her closed stingy heart and gives me some of her money which I kindly accept.
Hehe...I do feel annoyed with her but I still love her of cuz. Ah! I suddenly remember that one time that we got into a fierce fight and i accidentally said that i don't love her cause that's what I felt that time. A few days after that, when we're already fine but still distance ourself, I ask her if she loves me or not out of the blue. She said that she's not. I feel sorry but not really. Ehek
