I always thought it's just a crush it will pass as time goes by but now I understand it wasn't just a crush.
I liked him for 6 years without realizing myself.
Now that I realized I love him I thought of confessing to him then he told me his story of how he liked his childhood friend and that they are together.When he told me this I don't know how to react. I wanted to cry but end up smiling and punching him friendly.I could only wished him Goodluck and be happy. Well I guess I was just a supporting character in my own manga world .
I have been chasing and chasing and chasing after him for so long. I took the same subject as him so that we could be in same class, choose same school as him, same bus . I always thought they are too coincide but its just me chasing after him. Now it's over. I have to go on.
TO MY DEAR FUTURE SELF, BE CONFIDENT AND DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE. BE BRAVE AND TELL PEOPLE WHAT YOU LIKE AND WANT.