When I suddenly met you after many years... those cute moments came into my mind... I remember those days when we used to sit together at the balcony sharing every little thing and laughing and chatting happily.... we loved each other so much ... no I loved you soo much thinking that you loved me back just the way I loved you .... but in the end it was all my wishful thinking.... I trusted you soo much.... I trusted you more than anyone else.... but in the end.... my trust... my heart broke into pieces .... you said you would never cheat on me... you said you'll always be with me... you said we'd grow old together.... I always thought what you said was true.... and I've always supported you .... but in the end.... you broke my trust... you teared me apart.... those lips which touched your forehead are asking for punishment for not knowing the true you.... But even when you've done all this to me I can't hate you.... I hate myself for not being able to hate you.... that's because I've loved you soo much and that love for you from me is sooo deep.... those cute moments I spent with you will make me smile unconsciously but I can't hold my tears on the thought of how you betrayed me.... I hate myself for being such a fool.....seeing you happy makes me smile but knowing the fact that I'm not the reason for your happiness breakes my heart... it's easy to break someones trust but being the one whose trust is broken will make them feel lonely... a feel of none by our side kills us .... you were there for me when I had noone ..... you were nice to me ..... you made me fall for you and in the end you just pitied me and you just used me... if trust is once broken... a sorry means nothing but I still wish you'll come back to me...... my heart always desires for your love... but that betrayal makes me boil in anger .... I hate myself for loving you like this..... I hate myself for trusting you blindly..... I hate myself for still waiting for you....
