I wrote tons of letters to you but never had a chance
to give you one.
I'm sorry...I lied of me being ok
but well I was NOT
I said I had lots of friends and I'm happy with them
and that was a lie too
I had no one besides me...I cried every night before sleep as loud as possible.
so, someone could come over ask me what was wrong with me?
but even after doing it for weeks...no one was there to ask that...
they called me a friend but never treat me like one...
whom I thought as a friend was just using me...
I had no one... whom I could share my pain
and eventually, my smiles fade away, and the emotions I should have shown was also vanished...
Now break up doesn't hurt me anymore because I already went through a lot...
