...My name Lu ting...
"Have you ever been loved by someone...that you are afraid of their love...
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because of the thought what if I cant give same love and affection to them...
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I was afraid..if I tried to myself better to give her my love....but what if I hurt her..!!
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I was afraid of seeing her sad face...I don't have courage to tell her that I love her..
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I feel like my love was nothing in front of her love...everytime when she do a thing just for me...even it's shit...she had done for me.... literally just for me
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I was mesmerized by your love..the way you show your love
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do you ever know that how long I have waited for your calls and text...do you know how I longed to meet you...I know it's much bigger like you....but I too love you...
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Do you know Xia Yi..it's frustrating...
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I want to hold you now..I want to kiss you so hard...that you can feel I love you too...
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but..
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but... I was afraid...what if we are not able to continue our love life...what if your parents doesn't agree to me..what if my parents doesn't agree toto you...I don't want to give to any false hope... hu
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I was afraid...
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I was afraid of losing you...!!
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it's better to leave you hurted now than leaving you after giving a lot of hope that I will not leave you...
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You know me,Xia Yi!!!...I was always afraid of future...I never enjoyed the present life...."
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He was murmuring to himself in a very low voice...In fear ...that anyone will hear him...
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He sat on the road... lowered his head on his knees...tears started run down his cheeks and made his pants wet
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after a while, a murmur came between his cries..." I love you Xia Yi!... I love you too...
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At that time,A voice came by his side...."ARE YOU AN IDIOT?"
(To be continued).....
