you always blame me for my brothers mistakes why mom i always been hardworking for years but you always choose my brother its so unfair, you didn't even pay attention in me when i was bullied thats why i lose my confidence and to stand in the stgae cause you never been there because you always think my brother is the best i dont want to hate my brother it's not because he's the favorite ,because i envy him he's not studying seriously but he still an high honor you were so happy so i can't ruin your happiness,i wanted to say to you that i am always do his artworks and module while me im just an with honor student why my heart hurts so much but can't tell you because i can't let that smile fade away, mom i cried secretly because of that i feel pain in my heart when youre so proud at your son while your not proud to me ,mom i just wished to be a good enough daughter for you so that you'll never shout at me because every time you shout to me u say bad to me ,mom i wished to say this to you " mom i have feelings to pls. don't say that to me " ,mom when i was grade two i was shouted by the parents of my classmate because i say that she's a thief but the mother of my classmate say that i was mistaken because i dont wanna lose the gift you gave me i say that but when i tell you that with dad you say were just poor and their rich you both said " why why were all human to but just why didn't support me just a little bit " i said loudly in my mind i can't tell you that because im so afraid to lose you both but years passed when my brother have a small scratch in his face you go directly in the school of my brother complaining of his small bruise in his face i was so sad that i run fast to my room and close the door and hugging my knees while crying " why why mom im so depressed when i was in grade two what did you mean by that it so unfair mother..................until now im still a coward that's because i don't want you to worry about me im hiding my tears my sadness because you still mean a lot for me.
