i feel in love with my crush at first sight....
meeting him in unexpected genre of my life in a slow motion makes my world crazier
A handsome looking guy with a glasses and a mask sit by my side in a small jeep, or a small public utility vehicle tricycle here in province from the philippine,
a cold and moodless personality he have ...that makes my heart freez all of a sudden... the guts he have inside makes my heart flatterd.....a silent boy who walks upon ... gravity let me connect to his appearance...destiny let me know you
in an instant i meet him again in coincidence in a opposite direction i didn't feel it at once a cool and a charming look he have makes me fall in to his trap
the day went through..my pass bring back reality hit me again
"My heart is not captured easily.
I'am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long.
But he make the connection, if you find your way into my heart,
God, i will fall for you like gravity has let go of the earth"
the way both of us our similar makes my love story perfect
*im Sam and my nerd true love i call him glasses...
to make his identity more mysterious....
his a best man..lovable..romantic ..the only boy i think of.. as the matter of fact in my dreams i call him mine...
i have dual prespective and thought i make it up in my mind as i finally know his name
*they call them Brandon* i name him brandon* but i call him glasses^-^
i think of him a lot...
till he and i meet a second time...again, again, and again
in a saying i always read a, quote.. a love quote♡
says °you know your inlove when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams
glasses* is my dream and finally a dream come true in a quote..a reality makes overthink...its facinating, complicated, but its a reality makes me express a true love can change....
°i love him without knowing how, or when, or
from where....
°love is like the wind, you cant see it..but you
can feel it...
every love story makes you and me.....
°love is the magician that pulls man out of his
own hat....as the story begin a love quote in a dream has his own gravity that make a connection in both soulmates
Sunday school meeting we attend in a different church but rather than that we always meet...i always steal a glance when he walk a way .... when his not looking and lay an eye on me
in riding his bike or playing online game
i always get attracted in his image, his sweet slight smile, cute face...mad and giggle
"everytime i steal a glance at him, everytime i see him smile, i sink and fall inlove with him..every now and then...
in a different prespective i confess my feeling for him in an urgent...i cant hold it long since i get to know him better in my last moment happily with him...
he get to know me..in a church camping ...we get along well in a short period if time..we play bible games and share thoughts testimony, about one another, dreams, hopes as a young people...we enjoy getting to know each other like a young and free young adult of God.. one of our similarities is that we worship first..put our king of kings as our hope
...we steal glance..smile, laugh during worship service..i know him more than better
a happy and always love listening sweet songs..being with in such a good man[boy] makes me fall for him over and over again...
he didn't know... but i always love to be around him
"you like him, am i right"---- i froz a bit knowing its my best friend talking by my side
"of course not" i deny
"oh...come on..you sure did like him..i can see it through your eyes" dont deny it..its obvious --- he laught out loud when he sees me looking terrified
"is that really obvious" i reply
"oh...of course not..its not obvious..not obvious at all- its really obvious!!....her wicked smile makes me really terrify
but i really love my bestfriend over the years
two days pass ...i start a coversation in a wechat
and he reply back
"hey"
"yes"
im freezing while im typing in my board--in my mind that overthinking--
---did i act strange, around him---
"argggggg???what am i thinking, am i over reacting"
"is my book..with you??" i reply--my book gone messing when i start finding it in my bag
"oh, what book?is the book you always carry around"
"oh yes..that book" did you see it?
"no. i didnt.."did you check it already in the baggage?"
"yeah, i aready check it..."
"then did you check it in someone you knew?"
"yeah, i aready check it in" sorry for disturbing you^
are you [in game]---i reply in fuss
"no." its okay that you chat--its really boring in here"
ill help you find your book then"
"oh really..thank you then~
i reply without knowing i already wearing a big smile in my face...
"okay the..see you then~" he replied
^oh my its getting hot in here^
^wait am i blushing^ argggggg!!!!
~im going to find my book..with Brandon~WITH BRANDON"---wait what if i mess up---what if i tremp--
should i tell him..i already found it--- and ill just go find it my self?
~oh of course not...he'll be upset---and he wont talk to me anymire uf ill do that--- should ill say a very cunning lie then...oh of course not...he'll be so dissapointed if ill do that--
oh~ then what should i do"!!!!
ill go call Kat to ask him---what should i do
bzzzzbzzzzbzzzz•••• call rang
"hey--gurl whats up? is something up"
"oh, im glad you answer my call,i need your help"
"what help"
"well you see, i ask Brandon if he find my book...i carry around in the camp--i lost it so i ask him if he sees it---he says -no- but he'll go with me to find it-- im thinking..what if i mess up-- what should i do?"
"oh.waith..you ask him out!"
"of course not" i really can't find my book so i just ask him---
"well..you did ask. him. out.!by finding your book...
hey..gurl you really is something.."
"no. i don't" he said its a little boring to be alone..and he want to help me find my book..
"is that book you carry around is that important?"
"of course it is. i write your name on it..your---secrets..."
"wait...what.." i know i dont have secrets.."
"of course you have.. no people in tjis world don't have a secrets...even you!"
"then,you better find that book ir else you'll die with me..from shame..."
"then aren't you going to help me out?.. find my book"
"of course. not.,! your out with your lover...thiers no way im going to interfere with two you..im not a third party or something....lol...you can do it gurl..good luck..ill find your book in different place--im sure you'll find it with your lover beside you^-^
"oh come on. shut up---then ill be going now..brandon is waiting for me"
later on••••
i found him sitting in the corner...i found my self staring at him..rubbing his glasses on..waiting for me...he can't see me in a meter apart without his glasses on..i keep staring at him ti'l he put his glasses on.. he sees me from afar so i went close...
"why are you late...arent finding your book is an urgent.?"
i froz a bit..till he ask again...
"hey, are you okay?
i'm staring at him in a blush..he probably didn't knew it...."he smiles"...and i come to reality in a snap*
"oh..what are you saying again: i ask him in a shame in my eyes[why am i so damn] i think^ but he smiles again:
"nothing serious" he say and smirk....
he lay me an eye..and land for a very close face.. i feel like our both lips will meet....a closer it does..makes me really excited..i froz^ and calm... then he suddenly says
"do you like it?"
i...snap out of it..but its already too late...he say in a cold tone...
"do you like me?"
i froz..again and try stoping my self nit to say yes--- i urgent say
"No.no. of course not..." while slightly pushing him away..his to close to me..and i can't control my self
running to his eyes...i really wan't to say yes..but what should i do if he dont like me.. as i used to for him...then
he laugh..out loud...
"hey, what's happening to you all of a sudden? are you sick?"
"yes"
"huh?..."
"ah..no..im not!.maybe im just a little worried caz my book is gone..thats it..maybe*
"ah. then..lets go find it now.ill help you out"
"oh.thanks"
he just smile...i think straight i'am really is dumb..i see paintings° beautiful paintings...paradise just seeing his face...i never totally froz..its cold when hearing his moodless voice...and a moodless face appearing in my sight..
hours later°°°°°
"i still can't find your book...im sorry"
"no.n.no. dont be--i'm really thankful being with you around..i mean im thankful caz you help me find my book"
he smiles
"you want me to get something to eat?"he ask
"sure.."i reply
"im starving to death...ill go find one..you want to come?
"ah. sure..why not"
he pick something to eat...for me i'll call it a romantic date..nit for long i'll be going back in reality..makes sence i been with my love since forever...we eat..and talks a lot he smiles to often..laugh..giggles..i feel like i being comfort..with hes smiles im seeing...i feel relieve and also satisfied..i still didnt find my book but thier i find something mire important than a simple book..i found him..my soulmate..i went to go home..si as he in the afternoon...we have a lot fun..conversation we share just a both of us...but that happy smile i always wear the whole day..will still pass..memories remain in secret..in my heart my soul shall find both he and i are soulmates...
we both go home..and says goodbye for each other..for only i wish i can make the time slow so both of us will be happy in a very ling way..
as i went home...thinking of us been through all tge past time we waste just the two of us.
bzzzzzzzzzzbzzz••••
"hello, Kat?"
"hey.hey. gurl..whats up you seems very happy"
"oh. ofcourse i'm happy. happy than ever..."
"yeah* i can see your blushing your blushing..yoyr all red...look at your face"
"oh. comeon i don't care...as long as i have a good time"
"then..the book?...
"i still dont know where"
"oh. ofcourse you can't see it.caz you never find it...its all around yoyr place.i mean did you just check your suplies..i found your book in thier...you stupid..lovebird makes me really pissed by you..."
We both laugh..no wonder i can't see it somewhere..but its okay. its still great i all have waste my time around with Brandon.....^-^
my love next in another chapter my belived nerd.ep 2 will up..soulmates are always be soulmates in future well...both are destined for each other no matter the time wasted from searching
i'm Sam and this is my journey for a great and new love story
