well.....I didn't talked to you atleast once.....
I always feel happy by seeing you from distance....
I know that I like you.....
but I can't say it to you......
I never tried to talked to you.... because I'm scared that I loose my control that I can't hold my words.....
I'm always scared that you may create a bad impression because of my words....
I just want to wish you like your friends.....
but I end up in seeing you receiving wishes from them....
well.... weeks passed.....months passed...years passed....
and we were in different worlds now that I can't atleast see you....
I didn't thought that I will be like this that I even can't forget and just move on....
I always think that what were you doing?... what were you reading?....and I always imagine how you look like wearing that dress.....and....how you look like while eating, reading, playing, dancing etc.....
even though I'm surrounded with my friends evry where....my mind always thinks about you....
sometimes I want to leave these whole things and wanted to run just to see you....
I'm always scolding myself that why I'm this coward....that I didn't even talked a word with you....
why I'm such a coward that I didn't asked atleast your accounts to get in touch with you.....
why I'm such a coward that I didn't taken atleast single photo of you....
by the way the photo is not needed that you are already stamped in my heart and soul that I can't remove you.....
I just want to spend time with you....
I just want to know more about you.....
I just want you to share more things with me like the things you wanted to share with your loved ones....
if I started talking about you....I think no one can stop me except you....
so, my secret Mr.Right....
I just want to tell you all these things....
I will feel incredibly happy if you feel happy by hearing my words......
and I'm sorry if they make you discomfort or irritating.......
I'll like you even if you hate me..... cause you may have reasons behind that....
so, I try my level best to change into the way that you like....
this is what I wanted to tell you from many years.....
and...
Happy Birthday my dear crush....
have a nice day...
I know that you can't receive my words...
but I felt little happy by talking with myself imagining you....
once again... Happy Birthday....
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