I just got to know that the girl I loved the most was going through a difficult period,she was my first and last love....although we loved each other we have never dated and even though we both have confessed our love...
We both had contact number of each other but I was really nervous and didn't have the courage to contact her because of an incident
but still I used to contact her cousin and ask about how she's doing...till that day when her cousin text me and said something that made my eyes filled up with tears
I didn't think of anything else and call her....that time my mind only wanted to hear her voice I was continuously saying,"pls be ok, I will never ever leave you, pls don't get hurt" and then suddenly my phone got switched off
I asked my friend to lend me his phone and then again I call her,she didn't pick up so I tried again and again and at last she picked up and said "hlo"my voice cracked and for a moment I remained silent and the she again said, "hlo"
me- Kiddo how are you
she- *she controlled her tears* oldman m doing fine
me- *she didn't notice that it was video call and I could see her eyes were filled with tears* Really then why're you crying??
she looked at the screen and hanged up
next day morning I saw a msg from her "morning oldman"
I was a bit happy and replied then we started chatting, for almost half an hr we chatted and I forget to ask why she was actually crying
I went offline and everything was going very smoothly but when I came and checked my phone there was lots of msg from her
she was so much depressed I could feel it through those messages I call her again and again she didn't pick I was having bad feelings about it
I kept messaging her and call her many times
then I contact her cousin his phone was switched off
I again contact her and this time she picked up
as I saw her my heart stopped for a moment, there was blood everywhere on the floor I shouted
me-WTH HAVE YOU DONE TO YOURSELF
she was sitting down on the floor supporting herself by the couch and continuously her hand was bleeding
with a fainted smile she said- everything is over
me- THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE GONNA END YOUR LIFE, STOP DOING ALL OF THESE PLS
she- it's painful but after this no one can hurt me *she was crying while forcing herself to smile*
me-Stop it don't be coward
my other friends were trying to contact her family members
she- I'm coward I was a coward from starting...*she was crying*
me- no you're not so pls stop hurting yourself
then took my laptop and searched for the nearest hospital and call for an ambulance
when I got to know it's gonna take minimum 20mins to reach there
I couldn't handle myself, seeing her blood and tears my heart was aching as if it was stabbed by someone ,I had everything money,name,fame, power yet I felt helpless I started crying while trying to talk with her
she fainted, and the ambulance was yet to be arrived ,I was banging my hand against the wall for being so useless
After a few minutes she was sent to hospital and my friends took me and treated my hands after a few hrs her big sister called me and said that she's fine now I felt relieved but for a moment I really felt that I was gonna lose her but now she's fine
