we were a contract couple...we pretended to be together.he was always busy in his work.he never spent time with me.the first year I tried to adjust to the situation.he married me when I was helpless and in need of someone to hold on.although he had his own reasons which he never disclosed ,I was okay with it..but..at some moment..i felt that i am all alone.i have a husband but i am not his real wife..it's all just a name..he saved my life..but somewhere i always wished for a companion who can laugh and cry with me..woth whom i can speak about my worries..we kept on acting that i started to realise that this guy would never really love me..the contract was for 3 years..we kept on acting the next 2 years..he would only talk to me when we have some arrangements..in the same house we lived in different rooms..he created an imaginary wall between us..that i could never cross..
so after 3 years..i asked for a divorce..he was silent then too...neither did he ask me what was the reason nor did he oppose...he agreed.According to the procedures,we got divorced...
i thought it was an end..i can start a new life ...i will be free...shaking hands we departed...we walked away from each other...after a few steps i turned back...
he was looking at me...it was weird..i felt that he was sad...we were far..but i could see tears rolling down his eyes ..i couldn't take another step
why is he so sad? do i have any place in his life? does my existence matters to him?
but we can't go back now..it's all over..i started walking again
creek....
i heard some noise..my heartbeat began to raise..i turned back...
he was hitten by a bus...
the day i was going to start a new life...the same day my life shattered into pieces...
i never wished this to happen...
at that moment...i felt a huge pain in my heart...
my soul said to me...this person...the one who saved u...the one who kept u with him...u loved him...
yes, i loved him...i loved him...
but now...it's all over...
only if..only if i could go back...i could have changed our fates...
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this story is a inspiration from "there must be happy endings" ..it will have a happy ending ...not like this..i hope u guyz can read that one
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