I lied to someone, who is the most precious to me
its been one year and memories are kept coming back when its close to december.
Does my wound didnt heal.
or
it is the punishmemt I had to take.
if im sorry, would i say "sorry"
or
if im sorry, i would let myself be happy again.
did it hurt so much?
that i had to take all the blame?
im not blaming you.
or
im blaming you.
decisions are tough, that i had ignore them.
thats why, my decision arent enough to stop myself lying, betraying and especially loving.
Should I take the blame?
