1:- I'm just trying to be myself but sometimes I get confused cuz I can't read social cues....
threw my Inhibitions out the door, i don't have an excuse, I'm just living in my youth....
I've no friends and that's okay👌
i don't need them anyway I do my best all on my own and I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone..
you'll never know what's on my mind..
you'll never know the secrets that I'm keeping..
I'll scare you off with my crazy eyes, cuz all I need is me, myself and, I don't got no shame.. cuz my is just a game and I don't care who's been keeping score... everybody thinks I'm strange, it's just something in my brain, don't know who they're being normal for....
I don't need anybody's hand to hold at 🌙⏰💤💤
as long as I'm with me i know I'll be alright...
cuz I can't love no one else, spent my love on just myself...
took this people pleaser heart and I tore it all apart👈😑👉
Now I'm finally set free, I'm so proud to be me..
that's why I don't care i just wanna say... I've no la la la la...
I've no friends and that's a sign, I don't need them to pass the time....
and when I put my resting bitch face on I look stone cold... ❄ I'd just rather be alone, rather be alone...
2: - Somedays, you're the only thing I know
only thing that's burning when the night grow cold❄... can't look away... can't look away...
beg me to stay, beg me to stay... yeah...
sometimes, you're a stranger in my bed...
don't know if you love me or you want me dead..
push me away... then beg me to stay.. yeah..
some days, you're the best thing in my life,
sometimes when I look at you, I see my wife...
then you turn into somebody I don't know...
then you push me away... yeah...
Blood on my shirt, Rose in my hand 🌹
you're looking at me, like you don't know
who I am...
Blood on my shirt.. Heart in my hand...
still beating....
Call me in the morning to apologize.... 📞
every little lie give me butterflies..
something in the way you're looking through my eyes... don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive...
Fight so dirty, but your love so sweet.....
Talk so pretty, but your heart got teeth....
late night devil, put your hands on me.......
and never, never, never, ever let go....
3: - Once upon a time in a land far away......
there lived a little boy and he drank, cried all day....
playboy bunny magazines would never get him laid,
He downed another bottle till the pain went away...
whiskey was his friend, he didn't have another..
Vicodin his vice, his real and only lover.. Yup..
smoked a pack or two, it never was a problem..
popped a pill or two, they really made him blossom....
Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip....
And a trip, and a trip, and a trip....
and I'm like....
when you bitch, when you bitch, when you bitch..
Counterfeit.. Hypocrite.... Holy shit......
3: - I sold my soul to the devil for designer...
they say go to hell but I told them I don't wanna
if you know me well then you know that ain't
going cuz.. I don't wanna die young...
cuz city of angel where I've my fun...
don't wanna die young.. when I'm gone remember
all I've done........
we had our fun... but now I'm done... cuz you crazy
yeah.. I can't take it...