"Did I get over you?" I thought gently. The world outside the window was rainy, cloudy and foggy. Mesmerized by the beauty, I touched the window and kept on staring until a tear slipped out of my eyes. It was the same bitter truth from which I wanted to run away, run far from the fact that I was alone again. Why? Why isn't life fair to me? Am I that bad? Was it really my fault? I kept wandering till my eyes became too soft to cry anymore tears. I smiled bitterly touching the window panel. I eventually realized that forever is, was and will always be a myth. Didn't we promised that we won't be alone again? We will hold each other forever? What happened to our promise? I continuously asked myself. I smiled and kept smiling because I knew that this was the end.
I became numb from the pain, I no longer felt the cuts and hurt physically and mentally. I went crazy with the sorrow so I laughed at my silliness. "You deserved it", said my mind but my heart replied, "Then I will show you what I actually deserved." I was a person who was always full on herself and loved attention. It was you who took the steps towards me and let my guards down. It was you who noticed that no one cares for me, how much I try to care about them, I never get the same affection but at last you didn't too, you left me too. The whole world turned blurry again, the red coloured ink on my white shirt looked so beautiful, portrayed the red hurt that is covering my white heart and reminded me of those soft red hands which I pictured in my memory. The bright world seemed red and dark without you. I just kept thinking about you. "Would it be fine if I just go to you again?" I thought and smiled a real after a long time. "Wasn't it a good thing? Let's keep our promise and live peacefully, away from this cruel world. I promise that this time I will protect you. We will be happy again. Can you wait for me?" I rested on the sofa, it was a peaceful sleep.
"Come to me please, this world seems lonely without you Cannie!" her best friend sobbed and spoke again,"June is always incomplete without Cannie." Cannie dreamt that for the first time. She lost her positiveness, strength and her pride when she left her but it felt like she was getting it back when the world was about to end for her. She dreamt, that person came to her again. She was just hurt and smiled at her with those rosy coloured lips and full with blood. She passed her hand towards her and asked, "Shall we go?" She went to live with her in fantasy world. She lived in that dream and never came out. She was in her best world. She kept on murmuring June and smiled with her red hands in her chest. Two red hands were connected again like the red string that connected two close people who loved each other.
She looked like a brave warrior who is finally resting after long war of judgemental society and cruel fan's criticism, the only difference was she slept forever and got locked in her beautiful fantasy. She looked as beautiful and brave as pheonix with red hands and candles around her pale body with a smile on face because she went away from this judgemental society to save her life, her most important person. Finally she was happy again. They lived happily, though both of them were buried, they never came back again. It was just a sad enigma with happy affection. She went to her and got what she deserved. The world inside the window became red, silent and brightly dark. They were like two procelain dolls tied to each other with red strings of proclivity.
------- By Poet unknown
