"I wish I could say, That mom please stay...
"I wish I could say, that dad... it's my birthday
"But I can't! I can't even say a one word because my mouth is close, its not meant to say words that will only benifit my self
"Yes.. I only talk for others never for my self...
" Eventhough I want to scream at them and say... "I'm here! But why can't you see me?
"Even though I want to talk I can't because your too busy
"Because the last time that I ask you for something for myself you say
"I'm to busy ask your daddy. And here I am going to my dad's room and ask him if he could go together with me in my tournament and he said
"I am busy.
He just said as he walks away
I was just a teen and I hurts like hell
When you been working so hard just to get their attention and ended up being ignored...
It's not that I feel lonely it's just I feel that your too busy to even pay attention to me
It's not if I ask you again I'm afraid you're to busy to come once again
I been getting bullied mom, dad but I can't tell you guys even a little about it because you were too busy
Its not I need your attention but I want you there
I want you there morethan anything else
Morethan the new phone that you bought, morethan the makeups the gift....
You guys morethan enough for me
And if your reading this I think that the coward me and the scared me have decided to tell you how I feel to tell you that I'm in pain...
And if I did please just hug me and say that "I love you honey.....
