Genre: Romance
There was a person in my life....A very important person.......
—“You'll understand me someday"
—“Yeah...yeah....whatever....”
—............
Yeah, now I really understand what you meant by then. But now the difference is that you have gone far....very far away from me, that far that I can't reach you now.
I just....
.........want to say......
SORRY.....
But will you forgive me even if I say sorry? Will you be able to forget about me?
Even if you can't forget about me, but I promise I'll never forget about you....where ever or whenever I am, I can't forget about you....Because now.......
You are a....part of me!!
How nostalgic the days were before, right? Remember, the day when you waited for me in rain for a whole evening? Your clothes got soaked and also got dried in the meantime.......
—“Did you wait for me for this whole time?”
—“Umm....yeah....haha....no worries!! So how was the exam?"
—...........
—“Hey...."
—“Did you.....not get tired from waiting for me this whole time?"
—“What are you saying, silly!! It was nothing compared to that smile of yours!!"
—“Huh?"
—“Actually when I see your smiling face, my all worries just vanishes instant in the air....like...pooff!!"
—“Tch!!! Again with that cheesy talks of yours!!"
—“Haah....you will understand this one day....."
—“Yeah....yeah...."
Look, just by remembering them my eyes are now just filled with tears. But then I just neglected your feelings so harshly. SORRY.......
Then do you remember the day when you wanted to buy me 100 roses and how I scolded you back then.....
—“Hey I am bringing you 100 roses!!"
—“Are you an idiot?? Why did you go to buy so many roses!!! Did you even think how should I explain this to my mom!!! Wait....what right do you have to gift me 100 roses? Am I your wife or girlfriend!!!"
—............
—“Throw away the flowers!! I don't want them!!!"
—“Okay, I understand...."
After some time......
—“Hey....bring those flowers!! I was mad earlier so I just vented my anger on you!!"
—“Huh....you want the flowers?"
—“Yeah....I can explain to mom...."
—“Oh then wait just a bit more....I am coming....."
—“Eh, didn't you say you were close to my home?"
—“Some work came by....so I'll be a bit late!!"
—“What's this!! Didn't you say you bought 100 roses? Then why are here just 33 roses?"
—“Umm...actually when you said to throw away the flowers then I immediately threw them on the lake. But when you said you wanted them so I went to the flowers shop but unfortunately I found just 33 roses. Sorry....I'll buy you sometime again!"
I was really a fool, right? You gave me so many hints but I couldn't grasp it!! And now when you are gone, I am realising....how the emotions were so pure at that time!!!
The day you left me was the worst day of my life! After you left me alone, I became totally shattered into pieces!! Didn't you say you would marry me? Then why did you break your promise!!!
Actually when you left me, the emotions I felt for that time....was actually ‘Love'....it's just it took me a bit while to realise my true feelings!! Now you are gone, so the feelings from before are now stabbing me back!!!
SORRY.......
I am now someone else's!! Everyone has to move on, right? And I also know you wouldn't be happy to see me like this...and I also didn't want my family to suffer because of my late realisation....So I moved on.....
No.....I still couldn't move one.....I keep searching for you and searching for you.....but I don't think I would be able to find you anymore!! Because you have gone away.....far from my reach......
Everyday I try to move on....but our sweet and sour memories are binding me not to leave them....do you know you have became an uncle!!! My son is really lovely, you know? Everyone says he is just like me....and my husband....he is also very good but quite a very shy person....haha.....
But no one can beat you......
Haah....a movie can be make out easily from the story of my life, right? But no can do anything about the writing of the fate, right? Even we are included among the fate game......
SOMETIMES.....LIFE IS MORE CINEMATIC THAN THE CINEMA.........
~MARIA
