I have a dream
I dream to be an excellent engineer someday
But someone asked me why this is my dream
Why?
I've never thought of that before
Well I can say that I want to build a house for my family
But is that really what I want?
Currently, we leave a good life and we don't need anymore houses
Then I looked back at the real reason why I want to become an engineer
Yes...it was not my dream
It was the dream my parents said to me
They said it was good to become one so I should do it
That's the reason why...
What was my dream then?
What is the goal that keeps pushing me to be on top?
What I want is not money or fame
I just want to be free
To have a peaceful and safe life
But why do I need to choose a job?
A profession?
It will just make me busier when I grow up
It will take my freedom
If I take a job, jealousy and hate will come to me
They will scheme
They will bully
Where is the safety then?
Sure there is some goods
But with the goods are the bads hidden in the shadow
What's my dream?
I don't have a dream
I just want to have a proper burial when everything of this life lefts me
And finally have my eternal rest, leaving this complicated world
