I were used to be a innocent girl a cheerful girl . I were never good in studies that's why I always scold by my teachers . I am a orphan so I raised in a orphanage . and I am a girl they always being overprotective towards all girls in orphanage we are not allowed to go anywhere without permission . I am a mischievous so I decided to run away from their my friends are cowards so I don't consult them . but who knows that my dissension gonna change my life . I successful run away from the orphanage I'm 8 years old , don't know about this cruel world . it's night and wind was chill I feel a bit scared but brave enough to proceed my further journey . at the silent road I'm single person walking
,dogs are barking , I had some biscuit so I decide to giving them and again proceed then suddenly someone pull me and take my pants off and enter something in me it's so much painful I had been suffering for 2 hours and then that person leave me their , those dogs come near me and starts to lick me. I barely stand up while crying and my damn luck, it's starts to rain . I were shivering and crying but no one their to help me . now I don't have anything no place to live no friends and no one who take care of me . I spent my night at an old building and I fell asleep when I wake up it's a afternoon and I proceed to another place and like that I walk for 3 hours I am exhausted I don't know what to do so I finally gave up and sit at road . after 4 hours it's evening someone come and told me " do want to earn money " I want to eat something so I replied " y-yes " , " then come with me " he said to me , I was a bit afraid of what happen with me last night but what can I do I were so hungry that I can do anything so I silently starts to follow him and then at sudden place we stopped it's look like so fancy " can you dance " he spoke " y-yeah " I answer hesitated we go in and their are so many girls wearing short skirts dancing and some mans are sitting their looking towards them with lustful eyes I am feeling very awkward I don't say anything then a man come near me and ask " girl can you help me ", " yes " I replied he smirk and take me in a room I looked back at that man and he smiled at me gentle and then another man who asked me for help raped me after he leave that man again come to me I'm crying so much " why are u crying " he asked " it hurts " I replied " this world is so cruel girl if u want to make money their are many ways but for now u have nothing first earn some money and focus on your studies " he said I'm in very deep thoughts what do you expect a girl who is just 8 years old I said yes and my life journey starts and like that 5 years passed now I am a topper in school and those peoples are fully support me I hate all mans I don't have any feeling for them maybe because I'm abused at very young age . I became a lesbian in outer world everyone hates me but in my world they all accept me they never see me with disgusting look in their eyes I think they are better than outside world they use me to make money but they never say I'm disgusting they always love me and like that it's been 10 years I'm a well educated women doing job in London I'm in contact with all those peoples and a one day I'm going to my office when I bump into a girl she is looking so cool I'm in love with her at fist sight " are you alright " she asked " yes " I replied " you work in this company " that women ask " yes " I said " what your name " I asked " Maddie " she replied and like that we do chit chat and she leave I go to work and like that we are in contact and meet to each other daily one day in office my colleague said that boss wants to meet me I'm scared but as always brave enough I went in boss cabin and got schooled that she is that girl Maddie " hello would you like to be my pa " she asked with gentle smile on her face " yes sure " I replied with smile and after few days we start dating and soon get married ...... peoples who slept with mens for money are they really disgusting ? they have their own problems they can be so humble to u but why we hate them why we give them name likes slut , bitch why? is being lesbian is that disgusting I don't thing so what about you? if you will be a lesbian will you accept yourself ? aren't gays and lesbians disgust you ? if yes then why ?aren't they humans to ? aren't they eat like you wear cloths like u ? god made them to and if you respect god then you have to respect all of them who are made by god ... please don't humiliate them .... I hate it when peoples humiliate others and when they do something wrong or the things they don't have to do we starts to show sympathy towards them is it really right ?
why ?
