Today, is last day of my life. I know you are thinking what i am talking about,it is about my life. I wanted to ask God some more time, I wanted to hig him,feel his fragant, wanted to hear love talk from him, wanted to hug my little two babies, wanted to see their childhood.
Iam lying on the hospital bed, with oxygen mask, drip is being put on my hand from the tube something means medicine was going inside me. It was paining but after seeing his face by my side, it was giving me energy to live more.
I woke up early in the morning when sunlight fall on my face. I move my head towards the window and thank God for giving me one more day,to feel his hug and kisses. I moved my head other side to find him, I found him sleeping on ghe side of the bed, the rays was somehow disturbing him, I tried to move my hand but my body was not allowing me by the other hand. I somehow managed to move and stopped light and he stopped moving, I wanted wains every problem from his life, i wanted to see the smile which is being lost after my disease. I can't able to keep my hand still that place, it was paining so badly. I landed my hand on his head and started circulating around his hair.
But slowly my pulse was droping down, I head started feeling heavy, I touched him on his hand and hurriedly, He opened his eye and atarted looking at my face. His blue eyes were fell of worried and eyebrows were showing fears as it was moving up and down, side to side, He move his body towards the door to call the doctor. By eating the pain, I caught his hand and move him towords me. He came towards and kept his hand on my head and started moving. I know, I am going to die. I removed the oxygem mask and started moving my lips. He came towards me to hear my words. I said with low voice and shattering words "Take care of our babies, and always smile even you are sad or being hate and remember you are my life and find someone who can give you love more than me, I will always by your dark time and happy time, you will always find me by your side. Do you remember you said to me that I am your soul, I will never die because, Iam inside your heart. Sorry i can't stay with you till you get old. Now, I have very less time left, give me good bye kiss". His tears were falling down from his eye and asking me to don't leave him but today, I can't fulfill his wish.
He gently landed his lips and my lips, I gently started eating his lips and my lips and his tears were coming his eye which was red beacause of cried. I don't wanted to him like this, then slowly my vision started getting blue. I closed my eyes and stopped kissing him. I heard his voice, he was shouting the name of doctor and holding my hand. Our every moment was coming in my mind which we spend, When i was child he used to play with me, Our school time, the day when he proposed me, the gently angry and jealous smile on his face, the way he protect me from the eyes of other's boy and the day when i was pregnent, the nine months in which he doesn't let me stand. he used to force me to eat fruits. The day when he carried his twins children in his hands'. Bye my love, my life.
Now...Everything is black.
The last day of my life was ended with his tears, without the hug my children, the kiss from my love and the breath of, my life.
You and me can't stay in this world together. I am waiting for you in the heaven or in the hell.
HOPE YOU WILL FIND ME.
GOODBYE.....
