Sometimes I want to cry
Want to hear my own
Screams and shouts
Letting my all feeling out
Show my sorrow
Want someone that can pity on me
But don't know why
I live like Queen
But can't feel my desires to stop
Carving for love
Can't feel happiness
after having so much
Donated one- sixth of my property.
Thought thay people will know me,
Will love me
But turns out nothing
Feels like someone has kidnapped me,
my body and mind is trapped
can't show my real feeling
Always with that fake smile
and proper manners.
set down my choices for someone
who don't love me
Want to fight back
But heart feels frozen
But if it's frozen they why I am feeling pain
It's already broken
Many bandages are applied
Waiting for my end
No wish to live any longer
My heart is heavy
But when I opened it,
it seems empty
Then I realised
Wasted my time on useless people
Set my dreams for them
New desire came out
But surprisingly for change
Few rays of hope came out
Waiting for new bright moon to come again
Shine as full moon
Just after a empty dark night of no moon.
Again way will be shown by that brightness
Way for our goals
Way to smile again
Way to live life according to me
Don't want that fake love.
My love to myself is true
Where there is no one
there is always you
I was foolish not to understand that earlier
But I changed
My view of point changed
I didn't change to get love
I changed for myself to be a legend
I changed because I can't see myself
with that condition
Wait for my new
Improvised version
For my new unbreakable attitude
My heart will gradually heal
But no one will dare to come in my way
Now this is called Life
Wait for my smiling face.
