You are like a sky in my life,
you bring stars to fill the entire sky,
To fill the beautiful memories into my heart❤️ and soul,
Or bring a storm and thunder, to make my life up and down in a second 💔.
The clouds can cover the entire sky, but the broken heart bleed every day.
I loved you, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to care for you, but it doesn't concerns you.
If you just belived me back in the days, this situation never going to happen in my life.
I cried every day, being sad everyday alone in this big mansion, but for others it's a luxurious and High class life without any problems, bitterness and sadness.
Others people who are with you just wanted to enjoy this money but all I needed was a bit of a love, affection, respect and concern from you.
While you were suffering I looked after you day and night, but after you woke up you thought it's her 💔.
You didn't even care to know the truth 🙁.
If you just thought a little back then, You would have known who looked after you all this time.
You believed her without knowing anything, you were with her when I'm suffering from fever.
You didn't even came to check on me the whole week.
Later I came to know that you were with her and went to other country to celebrate her birthday and spend time with her.
I didn't even asked for anything other than love 💕 but you kept pretending you didn't hear me for your whole life.
That night you came full drunk and pulled me into your embrace. I thought you changed your mind and started to have feelings for me.
That night we made love with each other ❤️.
In the morning you forgot what happened in night and the same cold shoulder again 🙂.
You brought her home, loved her, kissed her, had dinner with her in front of me.
You thought me like I was a rock without any feelings.
Even after this I din't hate you, in my heart there was a tiny bit of hope that you are willing to love me in the future.
After some months I became pregnant, but the first thing you said to was "the child doesn't belong to you".
I was frozen like a statue after hearing that from you, the person I love the most and the father of our child.
Even after that I thought you will change, but you didn't.
I didn't expected you to be a rush to kick me out of your life by giving divorce 💔.
That's the time I stopped loving you, I hated you to my core.
You even pushed me out of the house, I started to bleed.
Because of the maid who was in the mansion took me to the hospital and I got saved.
I was not lucky enough to save my baby 😔.
I came back to mansion to pick my luggage after a week, but you already married her 🙂.
I thought in that second never ever be weak infront of you or any buddy else, till my last breath.
I'm leaving from this miserable life to the life I wanted to have 😊.
Date:1/10/10
*personal dairy*
Ahh...!!! Reading all those things bring back the bad memory into my life.
son: Mom what are you doing!!!?
Anna: Nothing baby reading my dairy.
Son: Happy memories that the day when you came to my life baby.
Son: *Hug tightly*
Hugging each other 😀
Yes I didn't lose my baby 🙂 he was safe and sound in me ❤️.
After separation it's the best part of my life.
I became a mom, I have my own company to look after.
That's all I need in this world.❤️😀
