Sometimes I feel like I am fairy ,
whose days are filled with happiness..
But sometime I feel like I am nothing,
whose days are filled with sorrow..
Loneliness hunt me when I am with people
whom I don't belong to..
I try my best to be full of joy..
But I can't pretend sometimes..
My face is like a mirror ,
anyone can read with it..
I find sometimes horrible,
but don't know why..
Excuses are my priorities now - a - days
I like to spend time alone with my own feeling
as I don't want to explain anything to anyone
because it's a waste of time and energy..
When no one is around, I feel myself like a bird
free from all pressure and sorrow..
When I am alone, I spend my quality time
with joy and full of energy..
what haunt me most is the see more people around me..
although I never express it to anyone that I hate socialising..
I want someone who understands me and stay by my side when I feel lonely..
A lot of people were around me, although I feel lonely because they only criticise me , don't try understand the inner me..
