Being impotent has to be the worst thing that happened to me during my years of marriage
"What do you mean you can't make love to your wife? It's been 5 years Zayne! I need a man sometimes you know"
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"It's alright, it's not your fault...We could just adopt kids, i can bear with you, love is stronger than that"
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I don't have any right to blame her or even say she did "Wrong" because i was ashamed myself, i didn't want to be a burden but i love Reina too much, just too much but i couldn't quench her late night desires
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"you're..P-pregnant?"
"Atleast the kids would carry one of our blood Zayne, you should be happy...i did this for us"
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That was the last day i saw her, Maybe i should have been happy about the kids even if it was from another man, Maybe i could have reacted different, Maybe i could have... accepted my fate. I miss you so much, Reina
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Raising the kids alone was hard.
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"Can we date? Just for s*x"
