I used to hate going to school my whole school life was shity not a single good memory..
I've got bullied by other students since HKG and LKG to 12th End lmao
Reason Can't Tell u ppl cuz of insecurities,
I used to be very good in academics in childhood that my till 3rd standard all my notes got preserved in Principal's office(only my notes till now), my handwriting, my drawings everything was on top notch i used to be 1st in everything..
Later cause of Family issues nd day by day traumas I became silent and started keeping isolated myself and because of that I lost all my spark and stopped studying like lol I literally stopped studying not like I became dumb or stupid nd my downfall started i just STOPPED STUDYING THAT'S ALL
I got beaten up naked by my mom in front of whole class in 3rd standard (horrible day ever) after that I lost my feeling emotions ability I became completely blank I couldn't feel happiness for myself and stopped feeling sympathy nd empathy for outsiders accept my parents i made myself limited from outside world I just stopped living a normal life i was just surviving day by day nd breathing thats it !! And my whole life till now I don't have a single Real life friend neither I think anybody from online as my frnd cuz even online i had bad experience ppl will forget u in a year and Here everybody have their own best ppl I'm no one's best ever lol I used to cry infront of parents about this and they used to give me hopes but now since 3 years even they stopped paying attention on it they just know that I wont die or do suicide they know my weakness I'll never do suicide so they think it's fine as long as I'm not dying now everything that happens to me is normal for them Lmao
Well I know my one happy day of school life is when I took my 12th's result and came out of school All alone 1st student everyone was still crying inside school nd I just took my result, came out, went home, ate ice-cream, and went to sleep it was my happiest day i ever had in school
That's it !! GRUDGE WITH SCHOOL LIFE
AND THOSE PPL WHO THINKS COLLEGE IS ALL FUN ND FREEDOM AFTER SCHOOL NOTHINGS LIKE THAT MY DEPARTMENT IS SHIT, OUR SYSTEM IS SHIT !! HATE YOU ALL.
