Do you get this feeling when you're trying your best to do something? You're finished halfway, and there's just a little bit of work left to do, but some technical fault happens and all the hard work you had just done, vanishes in an instant. As you stare at the blank space, you wonder.
Technical fault. All my hard work has gone to waste. And, whose fault is that? What? What am I feeling right now? What is my reaction? Oh, I just kept staring at some blank space, breathing still, blinking a few more times, and considering scenarios.
Should I kill someone? Should I kill myself? Should I file a report? Not that it'd work. Should I just give up? Or let it be? If anything, I'd like to smash my phone into the ground real fucking hard and stomp on it until all its mechanics stop working and it gets into a real mess.
Then I take a huge sigh, facing the reality. I can't really do anything about it, and so? I do the Ishowspeed face and try again. Yeah, try fucking again with a bigass smile.
And then I'll cry about it.
