Why is it so hard to tell someone what u are feeling how they are making u feel like...
Hiding everything inside thinking that they will get hurt. Uh.. How dumb of me, in the end it's just me alone sitting there like a lost soul.
It hurts it hurts too much when uk they hurted u the most.. Than u hurt them. There words sharpened like a sword which gone ryt through my throat...
Who am i... Do they know.. Do they care, in the end we are all ntg to them.. We were just an entertainment in the end.. But why do i have to hold on to u... Can't i let go too... Yeah i letted everything go,
i stopped caring
i stopped overthinking
i stopped trusting
i stopped hopping
i stopped..........
All all i tell myself whenever i get Happy is that
"𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓷'𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻"
It keeps ringing in my ears like a non stop thing.
You killed the best part of me to bring out the real one.
I don't hate u... But i pity u for what u did to me.
