i just looked at my study table and realized i got (Kaum xya) books sitting there like a whole library and guess what total 4201 pages waiting for me bruh thats not syllabus thats a death sentence
like who even decided we gotta read that much to survive school literally feels like im training for a marathon but instead of running its just flipping pages till my soul leaves my body
every topper kid out there is like oh its easy just divide 4201 by days left and make a schedule meanwhile me crying bc i cant even divide properly like pls i cant even finish 17 memes in a row without getting distracted how am i supposed to finish (Kaum xya) books
sometimes i stare at the pile and feel like its staring back at me like some villain saying u will never finish me child i own ur future i own ur sleep i own ur happiness and i just roll over eat a cookie and scroll tiktok instead
honestly if i ever finish all these 4201 pages i deserve a nobel prize in suffering like pls they dont even need to check my answers just give me award for surviving the trauma of carrying these books around everyday
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