Like every same days, going to school, sitting in class listening to the teacher's lecture about our lesson on their teaching subjects on our class. But for some reasons my life became hard and all I could say was thank you for making me a little stupid, yeah just a little cause I ain't taking it if its too stupid.
It was my first class, we were all listen to the teacher and as always I'm very quiet, no raising hands, no talking to classmates cause I think it's pretty disrespectful but this time I have a very important question about our next subject, if we are going to have a test cause I didn't really study like always and just make up for the studying in the last minute.
But instead of asking it in my native language I asked it in the language of English like very fluent. My thoughts were like at that time, oh my god and goes speechless in my thoughts. They asked if I was doing a challenge or something but I said I didn't and it just came out like that was really what I was going to say.
So we started excitementing if I could speak other languages and bwualla I could speak almost all the language in the world but not my languages like is my country very unpopular that it's not in the languages I can literilly speak right now. I was crying inside cause we have a damn report on my native language and I don't know how to, I just don't know.
Then when I was practicing my speech while reading duh cause Im not good at memorizing and I was actually able to speak it. Huh!?? Goodness gracious I thought I was practically dead but I'm save, I could say I never appreciate me not being good at memorizing that now.
So I continued practicing and realize that I can speak my native language as long as I can remember the words that I read with my eyes like this, I am= I am beautiful= beautiful like that kind of remembering cause if I memorize the words I still can't speak it as if there is a time limit. I think it a few seconds cause it can't be minutes too long.
My had gone well we finished it and I was very good with it except for reading everytime but I still think that I actually wasn't nervous which is rare, I didn't feel my stomach uncomfortable, my face cold or other things happen to my body.
That is until-
