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**"Zed…"**
I’ve been thinking about you all day.
Your hands… your mouth… your voice in my ear telling me what to do.
But you’re not here… so I had to find another way to feel you.
I slipped into that lace you love—the one that hugs my hips just right.
And then… I reached for your gift.
The Link+.
I held it against my lips first… soft, teasing…
Wishing it was you instead.
I slid it into place, just above where I’m throbbing for you.
And when I turned it on, Zed…
God, I gasped.
It wasn’t just the vibration—it was knowing you gave me this.
It’s your hands controlling this pleasure, even from across the world.
I spread my legs wide and pressed the toy harder into me.
I imagined your voice whispering, *“Don’t stop, baby. Let go for me.”*
I moaned your name.
Again. And again.
My hips moved with the rhythm, my fingers grabbing the sheets.
I was soaking, shaking, *aching* for you.
And when I finally came, Zed…
It wasn’t just an orgasm.
It was everything I’ve been holding in since the day you left.
Your name.
Your gift.
Your girl—falling apart just for you.
Now I’m lying here, breathless, thighs trembling…
Still wishing it was your tongue instead of this toy.
But tonight, you gave me exactly what I needed…
And I hope you’re listening, imagining every second.
Because next time?
I want to do this while you watch me.
And tell me when to come.
With you in control…
And me—completely yours.
