My heart is trembling
As I take deep breaths between these noises
My eyes are wondering
Was this meant for me
I am blocked at every means of communication
As I lay on this sofa
I felt myself broken
Is this really my fate
Or am I being punished
I lay down on my bed
And wondered through my exhausted soul
As I spent various sleepless nights
Thinking about the future
I thought for myself
It all came crumbling down
As tears emerged and dripped on my pillow
My nights are becoming hell
And I get scared
As I felt numbness in my chest
I broke
I cried
I want to shout that how much it pains
But nobody was there to comfort me
I was alone
Back in the devils mind
Screaming and begging to save me
I don't want to be scared
I don't want to be here
Just want someone to save me
To save me
#broken #sad ##firstlove
