I wanted to be invisible,
No one could see, No one could notice
Hiding in a shell,like a,snail
Making myself nill..
Standing in the middle of the pond,
Full of darkness, No sound, No Rattle
Scared, horrified, trembling like a shell less torture
Crying, shouting....but no one to hear,
What I left with was a single emotion, the fear...
I cried so much....so much that No strength left
I shouted....I shouted to my throat infect
I cried and shouted..
But my eyes shed No tear
As if it was long dried
I cried and shouted ..
But no word escaped my mouth
As if I was long silenced
I wanted to be invisible
But now, I couldn't even find my ownself
I thought I cried, But I never did
I thought I shouted, But I never did
I was standing straight,
Without any strength left.
I wasn't alone I was standing in between the crowd
No one noticed my silence
No one noticed my anxiety
No one noticed........ME.
I was invisible.
I always was,
No one has ever noticed
No one has ever seen....
I wasn't visible, I was never visible to them
They have never noticed me
I just was a toy, they played with when ever felt bored..
I understood, I finally did......
I..I never wanted to be invisible.
I never..
I have never ...
I just....just wanted to be seen
To be noticed...ya noticed,...just noticed.....once..
***Is it too much to ask ???***