You know, there are days I ask myself:
“Was it me? Did I love too deeply? Was I too soft? Too loyal? Too boring maybe?”
Because how do you explain someone slipping away — without a word, without a reason?
Maybe I was never his choice.
Maybe I was just a temporary stop…
while he waited for someone else.
It hurts.
Because I gave him everything I had.
Every prayer, every smile, every part of me that I never gave to anyone else.
And still...
he didn’t choose me.
He didn’t stay.
He didn’t try.
And you know what’s worse?
Maybe… he never intended to.
But somewhere between all this pain,
a whisper inside me says:
"Allah never leaves you on read. Never treats you like an option."
So now…
I’m healing.
Not because it stopped hurting.
But because I finally realized — Allah’s love is the only one that never confuses you.
Never leaves you doubting your worth.
