After putting enough force, my stomach's stratified epithelium tissue has been penetrated. It is going deeper. My blood is flowing out, my clothes are getting covered in blood. It is getting warm ; hot ; it hurts . But not enough for me to scream , not enough for my tears to come . Still , it hurts. Now, that i raised my heaf to see the person who harbour such hatred towards me to kill me , to wish I was dead and if possible I would die by their hands.
Ah, the face seems familiar but the person does not. I know his name and all but the person in front of me seems a stranger eventhough I have spent a decade with him.
Who is this person ? I know the answer, I mean , how can I not ? He's my one and only bestfriend , yeah, bestfriend.
After realising that he's the person that i least wanted to be yo do this I just let out a sigh.
He isn't looking at me . It doesn't hurt anymore, no, it just doesn't hurt where i have been stabbed . It's hurting somewhere else, yeah, somewhere else. The cuts still not deep enough for me to die. Ha, the force on knife has increased, it has now damaged my tissues that were protecting my stomach. It hurts a little more . It feels a little warmer now. Huh?
(Opens mouth a little) Something is coming out of my mouth. It tastes weird but it doesn't smell weird. Its a smell I am familiar with. I have known this smell for a long time . Maybe its the only smell I've known or I remember. Now , that I look at it,(touches the liquid with his hand) it looks like blood; it is blood.
(Smiles a little)
Ha, for some reason I can't help but smile.
Your face , your name, I know everything yet the expression you are making now , seems foreign. I have known you for a long time still I haven't seen you make such a face .
Are you happy? doesn't look though then perhaps sad,no, its complicated. Are you in pain ? If yes then why? Are you hurt then how? Are you scared then of what? If its none of these then why do you look like you are gonna cry? I cant see you like this . I should say something, i have to.
(With a little blood some words escped my mouth)
"Don't be sad."
I want to touch your face but my hands are tainted with blood.
"Everything's gonna be okay, don't be afraid . I am here with you, its alright"
