I was 15 back then. And it was the first time I got crush on anyone. Simple, classy yet genius he was.
I don't know whether that's crush, but I consider it as one.
It was not dramatic, like, when I look at him everything blurs, idk, if my eyesight is good, but I see everything clearly even looking at him.
No, wait, don't take me as a creep who stalk her crush. I rarely looked at him, to make it obvious that I am not interested in him. But I still don't know for whom I played the act of 'not interested'.
My classmate knew me as a emotionless girl. And I am actually.
But that day, it was not like he kissed me anything, I was seated on my bench. And was studying the book for exam. Yeah we had exam and at home I was reading novel, so yeah, no option left but to give myself a 10 minutes quik study.
So I was seated on the bench and I saw him. And he smiled at me.... Only smile and my heart got blast with those hidden surpassed emotion. Only a freaking smile needed for my heart to beat crazily.
Then he approached me and asked for the book to study. We never talked, not never but we talked when we were assigned on a group assignment, that too just 2-3 words. And most importantly, idk if you guys have experienced this or not but! It's really hard to understand what a teenager boy is saying. Their comes with deep base and it's freaking hard to understand.
So yeah therefore I avoid talking with boys.
And the boy who 'never' talked to me approached me for book and that tooo me! Out of many people but Mee and he didn't know that he was my crush, my first crush!
But me, the fool acted like I am not happy with his invasion as he disturbed me, while I was studying. And one more thing, I have bitch resting face. So yeah, I gave that expression and turned to my female friend and started reading.
But actually my heart was beating like crazy, my hands and legs were like jelly and my ears showed my true feelings. They were red and were so hot, I swear I could have use them to boil some tea for myself.
That's it.
And I never told him my true feelings.
And now he left the school.
And also, I am not interested in him anymore, ig.
Bye bye
See ya.
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