Format system
My minds got a format system.
I got deep in thought,forgot what I had been thinking.
I thought too much I deleted everything.
I mean it's not sad
That I can't remember,
what I wanted to say right.
That I can't be the person,
you can understand,
Or the one whose just…
I don't even think of myself as….
I can't accept who I am now,
And who I'll be in the future.
I can't open up to anyone,
And I can't open up to myself.
I don't wanna be like this,
But I was born this way.
I feel like there's something missing deep right in my chest.
So I continue to lie to myself that's how I live on.
Smile
Hide it all behind it no one will notice
I think I was doing something,
I forgot
I think I forgot something important,
Just don't know what it was.
I know i forgot, I just don't know what,
Will you forgive me if it told you,
My minds got a format system.
It so sad
I don't know when it happens,
Or why it happens,
I think it formated a bit of my memories.
My minds blank should I be happy I can't remember or should I be sad that I struggle to see or remember you face or your name.
What's wrong with me?
Should I blame myself
Don't worry though they maybe a reset button
I can also reboot the format system
