I'm not even human like humans.
I felt pain when I wanted to feel it, I felt close to someone only when I wanted to.
"it was only you who taught me to be human "
"When I saw my wet eyes for the first time and said to myself that you have fallen in love"
"When for the first time I felt that someone could be the source of my happiness, and that I could truly care for someone"
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"When for the first time there was the fear of losing someone and the desire to be together"
"feeling that want, that need for the first time..."
"That desperation just to keep you with me"
I still wouldn't hurt you but I was crazy to have you and I was ready to sacrifice anything.
I was ready to worship you by donating myself, was ready to be anything for you by giving myself in your hands.
Yes, I wasn't really what I saw through your eyes, but i was ready to be, anything, anything for u.
Wasn't this love?