That day when he confess to me,
was the happiest day of my life.
We two spend time together that
we know eachother very well.
Being with him feels like home that I can rest.
Then one night he fell of on his
knees and pulled out a ring.
Then he asked me“My Princess will you
become my Queen?.”
I cried and said Yes.
That night was the most memorable moment,
I've ever had.
But as the saying goes, there's
no happiness that will last forever.
He changed.
He became cold.
He became distant.
I was wondering if he fell out of love.
But...
The truth behind it was far more worse.
He was diagnosed with cancer,
Who only have 3 months left.
I confronted him and asked about him.
He was stiff and was silence.
I hugged him,kiss his cheeks and cried.
“Is this the reason?” I asked.
He didn't answer.
He just kissed my hand.
“My queen” he said.
“Lets marry” I said it to him.
He didn't expect it based on his expression.
But he agreed.
We plan to marry next month but...
I didn't expect that he would leave so soon.
The truth is he only have one week to live.
He lied...to me.
Those 3 months left is fake.
That day I cried and cried,
Until I found out a letter behind
the last gift he gave me.
The letter contain the truth.
He have love me since childhood.
It turns out he is my childhood friend.
Who I have forgotten because of amnesia.
He wanted to get close to me.
However he was too scared that I would
distance myself from him.
He gather all his courage to confess to me
that day.
My head ached.
The lost memory I have forgotten, has recovered.
Tears are starting to fall down from my eyes.
“S-sorry”
“... Forgive me my love for forgetting you.”
“Please come back.”
“My life without you have no purpose”
”I-i didn't give you permission to leave me.”
“AHHHHH!!! come back, Im begging you.”
I closed my eyes while hugging the last picture we take together.
