My dad is dead... And i don't know anymore how i can continue my studies... I am a Deutsch(german) student...
"Get married... Your mom is not capable of supporting you" people spoke...
I heard this and decided to get married...
I found a man through some connections... But...
"How can you... A 19 year old girl think of marrying a man who is 30 and also have a 6 year old daughter!!!" My friends talked...
He was married once and also have a child... But his wife was dead... It was never a problem for me... As long as he can forget his dead wife and love me only...
I am a girl who never fell in love... Because i believed that-- my first love must be my hubby... My first kiss... My first s*x... My every first must be him... So i have always treasured the idea of marriage...
But on our wedding he looked at me with emotionless eyes... I couldn't understand anything... And his daughter looked at me with hatred... (😶) I thought i could melt both the Father's and the daughter's heart...
I gave my all... He asked me if i could stay at home and take care of his daughter!! And so i did... I didn't know how to cook... But i learned... I hated kids... But i loved his daughter as my own...
But what did I get in return...
His daughter always hated me... At first she did only what she could... Like hitting me or scolding me... But as time went by and she grew up as a beautiful lady... And brought her friends home to bully me...
I never minded... I put up with it...
Atlast after 9 years of our marriage i got pregnant...
But it didn't last long...
One of Eva's (My hubby's daughter) friend tried to touch me inappropriately... While avoiding him i lose my only hope... I lost my baby...
I didn't shout at anyone... Because no one is on my side... I knew it... My hubby believed that it was an accident and let it go... He didn't even comfort me... I couldn't even cry... He blamed me for being careless...
But my dear daughter knew the truth... She stopped bully me and also stopped bringing her friends home...
But he came... Again... My daughter's friend... Who tried to touch me...
Both my daughter and hubby was out... I screamed for help... No... No one came... I felt so miserable... Helpless... He r@ped me until i couldn't feel my legs...
No one knew about it... I didn't tell anyone... Anyway no one is going to listen to me in the first place... Ha... Who am I even kidding...
My health declined... I slowly fell deep into the darkness... Depression... Dejection... Headache... Helplessness...
I couldn't complete my studies... I didn't get the love that i expected from my marriage... I even lost my child...
What else do i have...
Days passed...
Months passed...
Years passed...
Then the day came... Which i have been waiting for...
My death...
I was diagnosed with Tumor in my head... It was on the last stage...
For the first time i got the guts to speak my feeling out and i did...
I said...
"I hate you both"
I cried... I opened my heart and cried my lungs out...
I want them to regret... For my baby...
"Eva... You killed my child... I will never forgive you for that..."
"Mr.Mike (my hubby)... Did you ever consider me as your wife..."
"I did everything for your family... Even when my friends learned and got a job, i listened to you and stayed at home to look after Eva... And all i got was hate and HATE..."
"I learned to cook... I learned to do household works... And... And... I didn't even complained when you blamed me for losing my child without knowing the truth..."
"You didn't even know i was r@ped in this same house..."
He eyes went wide... His daughter stood like a statue...
REGRET... that's what I want...
"I.. hate... You..."
I could feel my eyes getting heavy and it was getting peaceful without pain and burdens...
Mummy is coming to you my baby...
You waited long for me...
I smiled after a long time... And i felt relieved that i can be with my baby again...
My baby is my only family...
Now and forever... ☺️☺️
