Just opened my eyes and realised that it was another day without you by my side...
felt bad but that's the bitter truth i had to stay with for my life time
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i still remember that day and that moment you held me 🙂
ohh!! my bad, how did i expect that you'll forever be mine !?❤️🩹
should have known before that a simple heart is the one that's always scarifised 🔪💔
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what joy did you get keeping me in pain for the rest of my life!?
No matter how hard I try to act strong but as the moon light fall 🌝
here i am again with all the memories and a bunch of tear that rolls down my eye 👁️👁️
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Never thought that life would make me so mature that i forgot what my childhood was like....
sitting like a depressed soul doesn't help anymore...
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tried a lots to drive you out of my mind but little did i know that it would take me more than years for me to complete that task ??
why was there a need for you to kiss me if you didn't have any intention of love?!
was it to make me sad or for you to get rid of your past!?
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what did you gain making an innocent soul to die when its still alive
thousands thoughts come to my mind but still i choose to hide them inside my mind....
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was the romantic messages a lie??! and when did the feelings you had for me fly?????
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was it even love when you just saw me in pain and turned your face as if i was insane?!
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the words which you said out of choice gave a deep cut on my heart ❤️🩹 but the scar will remind me of you which has beautiful memories and painful moments too
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Hurting me was what you want, but Loving you will be what i want...
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Everyone moment matters; those moments matted the most but with a min you proved me such a fool i was....😶😶
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All i want to say after all this hurt and pain is that if you ever need me ill be there happily to accept you with all love and respect but also I WON'T LIE you won't get the same me twice ❤️🩹
